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We Are Soaring
My mind wanders My heart it soars A new Love is forming This passion it roars Deep in the Forest Our spirits they roam I look to your eyes And feel I’ve found home You look at me kindly Touch me with love My prayers they have found me Blessed from above Traveling slowly Never too fast Our timeline is forming A new love to last And we’re soaring Soaring so high We are soaring Together we fly We are soaring Right here in this time We are soaring And finding out
Saint Joseph Richard D'Arco
Jun 23, 2025


Thaw My Heart
You’re my green valley of comfort, You are my parched desert of desire. As I dream of what once was, This passion takes me higher. I envision what may one day become As I smile and play my drum. I’m overwhelmed with emotion, I’m learning the true test of devotion. THAW MY HEART In the passion of your love. Trust this start With your guidance from above. Set sail! Depart! On sails to unknown lands, To thaw my heart, To fulfill God’s plan. I’ve set sail. In fact, I’ve shared to
Saint Joseph Richard D'Arco
Sep 11, 2024


Brother Become a Lover
I knew you long before I met you. You’re a familiar vibe, Like the men who set the altar, Devoted to the Divine. A humble saint and servant, Living life beyond pure need. I met the best that lives in you It also lives in me. And I know you’re coming. You’re coming to set me free, To hold my hand and take a stand, To show the world the worth in me. You’ll find me living quietly, In sight for all to see. When it’s time, I know you’ll come humbly To sweep me off my feet. Are you
Saint Joseph Richard D'Arco
Aug 24, 2024
The Beautiful Story Never Told


Welcome to the archive.Welcome to the stories.Welcome to the becoming.
For years, I kept these stories to myself—notes, poems, memories, questions, and truths written in moments of love, fear, grief, awakening, and becoming. Tonight, I’m opening the archive. Every two hours, beginning at midnight, I’ll share a piece of the journey. Not to expose anyone, but to tell the truth as I experienced it. My hope is that somewhere in these words, you feel less alone, more seen, and more willing to choose yourself.


If I Am Wrong - September 7, 2024
I am living. And yet, somewhere inside me, I am still asking whether I am living correctly. I have spent years exploring spirituality, ceremony, altered states, intuition, archetypes, fasting, yoga, sobriety, prayer, service, and the edges of my own consciousness. At times I have tried to understand my behavior through spiritual identities and traditions that describe disruption, contradiction, sacred humor, mirroring, and transformation. But I have also had to confront somet
Saint Joseph Richard D'Arco
Sep 7, 2024


A Letter on Reciprocity, Boundaries, and Repair - August 14, 2024
EAGLE WOMAN, I’ve been having a difficult time over the last few weeks learning how to honor my boundaries while still showing up in service. I know that much of what I did to support you came from love, but I also recognize that I entered the experience without fully understanding what would be expected of me, and I kept saying yes long after parts of me were asking for rest, clarity, and reciprocity. At the beginning, I enjoyed the roles we fell into. I felt capable of show
Saint Joseph Richard D'Arco
Aug 14, 2024
Fairytale Gone Bad
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The Devotion Codex


How Does It Feel to Call the Shots?
On nights like these, you were the one I reached for. When fear moved through me and my legs began to shake, it was your presence that reminded my body how to stay. There was a time when your arms felt like shelter, when separation still seemed impossible because love had made us believe we could survive anything. Then the tower fell. And somehow, in the collapse, everything good about me became harder to remember. The years I spent fighting for my mental health, learning how
Saint Joseph Richard D'Arco
May 15, 2022


The Things I’m Still Learning to Say
The question remains, how to move forward while respecting the past? I’m sure the ones who loved and left me will never read this, yet the fear of retaliation against me for my truth, has led to more deleted posts than active conversations. It is hard to have people turn on you and say awful things about you. Even if most of the people who know you don’t know a thing about it, its the things that on my heart most because it is the most recent wound that is not yet healed. I
Saint Joseph Richard D'Arco
Feb 5, 20254 min read
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